Dear Oliver,

Today I let myself cry for you. I miss you. I want to feel you inside me, kicking and moving..knowing that you are ok. I will forever be scarred by your loss. But if a scar is all I have left of you, then I will keep it and speak your name when noone else will. I will keep you in my heart for all the days of my life and you will live there until I can see you in heaven.

I am sad. And i miss you dearly. I am scared to get pregnant again. But i will never stop trying. Thank you for being in our life for those short weeks. We needed that joy.

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