Changes Are Coming

I really don’t know how to feel or what to do at this point in time. My husband wants to go back to school. Which is great. I’m not knocking that at all. But for what he wants to do, we are going to have to move. That means selling the house and moving out of state. I don’t want to be the one holding him back. So I am behind him on this. But it is soo scary to think about everything that goes with that. Finding a place to live, making sure we have what we need to live on. Figuring out how we are going to get by. Figuring out bills and payments. EVERYTHING. Not to mention that I have never lived anywhere other than Topeka in my whole 36, almost 37 years of life. And then I worry about how this will effect Abby. We are going to have to pull her out of school early to move. And then plop her in another school with new people. Will she be ok ? Like really? I Am soo scared to do this. I keep trying to tell myself this is like an adventure. It won’t be all that bad. I think the unknown is what scares me the most. I just want things to be ok. My brain is on overdrive, and I can’t stop it.